June 30 2010..
I can't forget the date till today...It was the date where someone I adored committed suicide..
and since then i tried to find out the truth behind his death..Park Yong Ha's s body was found by his mother with an electrical cord around his neck but there was no suicide note..I was totally unsatisfied dgn sume laporan regarding his death...tu je??die gantung diri dengan h/p charger dan mati??Tak tau kenape..tapi setiap kali ku dpt tau ttg kematian,ku nak tau lebih details...kenape??ape die wat sebelum mati??ape tande2 die nak mati??punce2 die mati n etcetera..
Antare sebab2 kematian yg dihebahkan :
a) depressions sbb business failure and his dad had a stomach cancer..
b) suffered from insomnia since 14 years ago...dan bergantung pade pil tidur untuk tidur malam
2 tu je sebab2 nye...and ku x puas hati..so i started to investigate more about his death..
Park Yong Ha...the only actor i admired the most..I fell in love with him since he starred the best korean drama, Winter Sonata...While everyone went crazy over the hero of the drama,Bae Yong Jun, I had big crush on Park Yong Ha..The only actor yang ade senyuman yang very warm and bright..even kalu muke die mcm masam pun,muke still nmpk tersenyum..
After few months of investigation (bajet2 mcm investigator pulak..hehe )..finally ku dapat tau cerite sebenar..pe yg terjadi beberapa hari,beberapa jam sebelum Yong Ha Oppa ditemui mati...Bak kata kawan kepada ayah dia, Yong Ha yang dia kenal bukan someone yang akan end his life dgn care ekstrem mcm ni semate2 sbb business failure..punce utame ialah kerana penyakit kanser perut yg dialami oleh ayah die..when he knew bout his dad's condition,he decided to take care of his dad and slowed down aktiviti seni die..then bile ayah die dibedah,it was too late when doctor told him yg cancer ayah die dah final stage...he didn't tell anyone about it and kept it to himself...and the family members and the parents thought that the surgery was successful..Yong Ha felt guilty sbb x jage ayah die dgn baik..to him,his dad was so special..die x dpt bygkan die mengiringi jenazah ayah die..die x sanggup melalui saat ayahnya meninggal dunia...so he decided to die earlier than his dad...oh!!look at his love to his dad..
A few days before his death,he was in japan for his concert tour from june-september..so die ulang alik japan-korea...and the family found two notebooks of his..satu untuk jadual aktiviti dia..dan satu lagi notebook ditulis ttg perkembangan kesihatan ayah die..dan juge how to apply medicines fer his dad....plg menyedihkan ayah die,few hours before Yong Ha committed suicide,they had a little quarrel...and Yong Ha sempat picit2 kaki ayah die and repeatedly saying 'I'm Sorry' to his parents before went back into his room..I know he was a good son. He tried to respect his dad's suffer by his own way.He was very close to his dad. He learnt music from him too. That is why Yong Ha always worried and feeling guilty to his dad. Yong Ha often told his father " I supposed to suffer like this, not you"..sob3...
Yong Ha bukan sekadar actor,singer but a humanitarian..He is very kindhearted young man and gather some social work for the poor. He often visit Africa as he is a goodwill ambasador of social non-proviet organization "Good Neighours" and donated some money to help build a school there. Some of his great fans from Japan, interest donated alot of money for school in Afrcia as they know Yong Ha did the same thing. The fans made that school with his name "Yona School" in Africa..
His co-actor in 'On Air' drama, Song Yoon Ah said that he received phone calls from Yong Ha when he was in Japan few days before his death...she started crying and couln't continue her words...
TVXQ's Jaejoong revealed in disbelief, “Park Yong Ha and I even had a phone call yesterday, so I really can’t believe he died. His voice sounded very bright, and I couldn’t feel any difference from other usual days. We ended the call by promising to have a drink of soju once I return to Korea after recording. It’s very shocking.”
KARA’s Park Gyuri also left a comment on her Twitter, saying, “He was one of my favorite actors…My condolences go out to Park Yong Ha… I ask myself, if his closest friends are saying they do not know the reason of his death, how hard would it have been for Park Yong Ha to hide his pain all along?… What we see isn’t everything. I hope everyone around, including myself, feels the happiness in life always by not forgetting how thankful we should be. I hope he’s free of burdens at where he is now."...Ah..m crying :(
Be rest Park Yong Ha, even I disagreed and totally against with your way to show devotion to your father..
p/s : m gonna post a video of Yong Ha and his nephew a month before he committed suicide....sangat sedih :(
